Home

She has a house, its not a home
Feels nothing like a comfort zone
A place to sleep away from the elements
She hates going there,but that's irrelevant
She does what she can,she's making a plan
To find herself a home
Looking for her comfort zone

Distant Connection

He writes during the day
and She at night
Different parts of the earth at different times
It's perfection how their stories collide
you would think they write side by side
Never have they met face to face
This has no effect on what they create
Their minds somehow combine
This distant connection
Is pure perfection

Waiting for her Love

Everyday at same place and same time she waits
He is coming, she knows
She does not know when
She waits
With Patience like a saint
Standing on the cool sand
Looking out into the ocean
She focuses on the sound the water makes as it beats against rocks
the wind blows strong at times; she knows he's coming
she never gets anxious or frustrated
patiently she waits
The same time every day, she goes to wait for her love
She does not imagine what it will be like, for when he arrives it will be just right
In the warm sand looking out into the ocean
She waits
Day after day
season after season
She waits
Without treason
She does not question when
She knows he is on his way
She waits
Patiently
Embracing her surroundings.

He came just before night
he softy grabed her from behind
Kissed her neck
She snuggled into his arms
He arrived just in time

Sunshine ( By: Antonio Johnson)

My first guest spot on my blog. enjoy this poem written by a good friend, if we encourage and motivate one another and come up with this, we can't fail. :)

Everyone loves the sunshine
Especially after the rain
It takes away the wetness
It takes away the pain
It brings us light in morning
A delight before the moon
Without its eternal presence
All is just dark and gloom
Growth comes because of it
Without it there's no life
 It can heat the coldest day
When its in our presence
All fears go away
This is why everybody loves the
sunshine
Where is your light?

Wind

On top of the city on a warm summer day
the Wind blows
across my face
it flows
with a gentle force,
causing me to stumble
I plant my feet firmly
raise my head to the sky
embracing the wind
allowing it to flow
head to toe
it is then
I feel God is
holding me
"I am here"
He whispers,
through the wind

I Can't Stop

       I told  myself yesterday, that I was going to take a break from writing poetry, and just write my thoughts. but whatever with that! I woke up early with verses in my mind, I can't stop! So I wont. If I feel the need to write a poem, I will. I do however like the fact of getting my thoughts out on this here blog, so I will continue to do just that.
       My ultimate goal is to someday be a published author, maybe not of poetry, but I would like to write a novel, a book that can change a persons life or put things into perspective. I want it to have meaning, not just for me but  for some one else. I am taking a creative writing class this summer; I can't express how excited I am about that! I hope to learn so much and get my creativity, rockin!
It's a three day week end.
I am going to make the best of it!  

Crush

It’s nice to have those
Butterflies

When she looks into his
Eyes

She hopes he doesn’t get to
Close

Yes she does, she likes that
Most!

He does not know she feels this
Way

He’s taken, so that’s how it will
Stay

She would never cross the boundary
Line

But she can’t get him out of her
Mind

It’s just a little crush

Until the feelings fade away

She hopes to look into his eyes

Today!

Bed time

I always get on Face Book before bed time, get some laughter in my brain, even if my day seemed crappy I try not to go to sleep mad or sad. I like to sleep, and it's there, in my dreams that I feel free. Free to be. so I don't know if I am more happy to sleep because I had a laugh or two, or because it my escape from my pain. non the less..I feel good now, and I am about to go to sleep!
 My pain is not the greatest pain, but it's still hurts. I know people have worse, I know I am blessed and have a million things to be grateful for and I am. I try to take nothing for granted.  In time it will be they way it is supposed to be, all things in His time, not mine.
GN

Thoughts

I took the kids to see The Karate Kid yesterday. It was a good movie by the way. I can’t wait to see it again. As I was sitting there I kept having thoughts during specific parts of the movie and for some reason I felt compelled to write them down. I have been writing this poetry lately and it’s cool I like to do that for the most part, however I don’t feel it is being a helpful as I would like it to be. I write some for fun some for therapy to help me release whatever it is I am feeling. So I guess I may start to keep a list of my thoughts and see what happens, while I have focused on poetry thus far, I am going to change course for awhile and see what happens. I may get into telling my personal business but I may not but I’m kind of tired right now, I miss the old happy energetic me! And although you all (8 of you) may not realize it, but that person I used to be is really fading away, I can put of a good front but that is no longer good enough for me. I need the old me back; I feel the first step is to possibly just write. So let’s see how it goes. Same rules apply comment as you wish; I respect you as you do me.




Random thoughts



1. Getting far away from all that I know, and starting fresh would be awesome!!

a. Running never changes things

b. It would still be cool

c. I would teach my kids Karate first

2. Young love is so pure an innocent, nothing like this grown up shit we get ourselves into

a. Young love grows up

b. It is fun while it lasts

3. I should have stayed in Karate because I could probably really kick some ass!

4. God heals all your pain!

a. I am still hurting



5. I am crying when he cries

a. My tears are for me

6. Bullies need they ass whooped!!

a. They really probably need some love

7. It feels SO good to laugh

a. Too bad it won’t last

b. But it still feel SO good!

8. Jackie Chan is a beast!

a. Like I didn’t already know that!

9. Little Smith is too small for this part

a. Aww I know it’s not real, but still!!

10. I REALLY have to pee!

11. I need to be like still waters!


12. Why am I the only one laughing at this line?


13. This time I cried for them


14. Dre is about to kick some ass!


15. That China girl sure can dance!

a. Kind of

16. All children need a good teacher!


17. Adults can learn from children if they just shut up and listen sometime


18. I REALLY have to pee!

strawberry

Taste that, aint it sweet?
Put a little sugar on my
strawberry
Let it marinate
Enhance the flavor
Don't eat it all now
Save some for later.
Don't forget to add
the whipped cream
Thick and creamy
u know what I mean

Umm Strawberry!

untitled

U say u don't know what to do/ plenty peer pressure surrounding you/ tell u what young,/ u got to live above this world today /peeps gone drag u the wrong way/ u have to look deep inside/there you'll find passion and drive/ fight for ur right to stay alive/go the other way and keep living right. /This world ain't easy you already know/ only you control witch way you go
Unfinished...perhaps you can heLp me complete?

Heat

To hot to sleep
Pen to paper
See what comes
Out of me

Lots on my mind
All unorganized
Feeling lost
About what's inside

This poem is about me
Feeling things I never
thought Would be
Anger and rage

Wish it would go away.

I want to let it go
cause God says so
It hard you see
Anger is in me

started as a irritating flame
Some what easy to tame
It was only put to rest
Sure I failed this test

Like a smoldering coal
Waiting for the wind
It comes back to life
Only to plague my life

Sometimes I don't care
Tired of being angry
I look elsewhere
For
What
I
don't
Know
Wish
This
Anger
Would
Go

Words

Words on the screen
What do they mean?

Her only escape
her chance to be free
she Can't wait to see..
those words on the screen.

Gitty inside,like a young girl
smiling big enjoying her world
not a lot, just a little some
those words are a lot of fun.

When did it change
from just being words
to meaning something

Going over them
again
and
again
she keeps smiling
almost to no end

Rain

Some place between sleep and pain
She is awakened by the sound of rain
gently embracing her sleepy state
for once it’s okay to be awake
closing her eyes she lets the rain in
she imagines it falling on her skin
at first it trickles then it pours
the warm fresh rain she adores
then a cool breeze takes place
blows slowly upon her wet face
she smiles, it feel so great.
Someplace between sleep and pain
She is awaken by the sound of rain

Fantasy

Walking down the street I feel my legs rub together

this tingling sensation gives me great pleasure

especially when I’m thinking about you

and all the wonderful things we could do


This fantasy clouds reality; if only you could be

inside my dream with me, take place in my mind

as we intertwine with passion, lust and ecstasy

come on baby; take your place right next to me


Head on my pillow about to rest, dreaming of what’s next

I see you in my mind, I start with a slow, slow, grind

me on top of you, don’t stop or press rewind, hold me tight

and look into my eyes, relax, enjoy the ride

Love, like Fire

warm
Inviting
Beautiful
Comforting
Love is like Fire