I Need You

I need to see you everyday
I need you to smile, when I look your way
I need to get close to you on the sly
I need to look into your eyes

Your gentle touch I need it so much

I need you to be you, so I can be me
I need you just so I can breathe
I need to hear your comforting voice
I need you, I have no choice

The minute you start to fade away
My chest gets tight, I can't breathe
Can't you see what you do to me?
I get dizzy..and need to run
Can't you see what you have done?

I need you so bad it hurts
Real true pain
I want it to go away
But I need you to stay.

Husband

Can't wait to see my husband

He's been hard on my mind
Can't wait to taste his sweet lips

After he's tasted mine

There's gonna be some grinding
I’m a do it nice and slow
Take my baby places
He'd never thought I'd go

I’ll wear Victoria’s secret, and nothing more
Won't be long till the bra and panties hit the floor
or
He may want me to put on a show
Giving him a private dance
Turns him on.... I know


Lay him on his back, and go for a ride
can’t wait for him to come inside
..................................
Deep inside my mind

This attraction is incredible
My husband is so edible
Nibble nibble lick
All over his


My libido Is blazing hot
Can't wait to show him what I've got.
He’ll say my name, I'm a say his too
I'm not doing it all, he'll work me till I'm through

Can’t wait to see my husband
He’s been hard on my mind
Can’t wait for my husband
To hit it from behind

Never Be Me

I see the way he looks at her
She looks back just the same
The joy between the two of them
Brings me a lot of pain
I want so bad to be that girl
To make him laugh and smile
I long to hold him so tight if even for awhile
I want him to look at me the way he looks at her
I desire true reciprocated love
That will never cause me harm

I will never be that girl
Never in his world
Wish never felt like this
Waiting for the day
When this love pain goes away.

Free write Unplugged

Trying to free my mind yet still wishing it would collide with my body and soul
I'm standing up on top this world looking out
Wondering what's it all about
I'm trying to get away from it all,
Yet I struggle with the desire to be a part of it all
Wanting to climb higher as high as I can go
To a place where no one knows
But why?
Why is my desire to go higher
And farther away
Yet I want to stay?
My mind is a twister
Spinning out of control
Trying to hold on
But I am blowing away in this storm
Being torn down at every turn
No place to run
Where is my knight
To bring me to the light?
I don't need a hero
But it would be nice
Right?
Take me away to place I long to be
The place that will set me free
Before we go
Help me love this pace I know
When I return don't want to get burned by what was left behind
Help me dry my eyes
Help me succeed
Be who God needs me to be
I can only imagine that person is free
Free to walk the earth in her bare feet
Free to speak when her mind at any time
Free to climb
High

Run

A long stretch of road
Never ending pavement
Deserted, no one in site
I want to run
Don't look back
I want to run
I have no place to go
I'm stuck

My Heart

I see the sadness in your eyes
Although no tears you cry
At least not for me to see
Come, go away with me
Even if just for a while
Do what I can to help you smile
We can take a walk or just talk
No need to pour out your soul
If it helps I can just hold you
Not talking about a physical affair
Just a friend who's always there
To laugh, to hold and talk a while
Chances are I have walked that mile
I have put you in a special place
A place where I hope you stay
You been there from the start
I give you a piece of my heart.

Skyline

On top of the grassy hill
Where neighborhoods combine
We look out across the sky
City buildings so high
Milwaukee river near by
Thick heat and cool breeze surround us
Friends from all around
Live reggae sounds
Fill our ears
We dance away our fears
No worries here
For now
All is well
We chill...
Looking out
At the skyline
Children run and play
Rolling down hills
Parents smile
And reminisce
On times when they were kids
Good times
At Skyline

A Better Piece of Me

Now check it out, today was pretty great! Work was awesome for a couple reasons, the day went fast! I was feeling a little sick at one point but got over it. Then I went to Skyline music (it’s a free music concert outside overlooking the city.) They had an awesome reggae band and I got to see plenty of people, and the best part is I danced! Those of you, who have known me, know I love to shake my groove thang. I don’t do it anymore for reasons I don’t want to get into… but it felt real good. Good release from stress, emotional overloads etc. just great. Had a lot of laughs…Laughter, dancing, friends, and people. Even had time for a little sassyness….LOL today was really good. God is good. Even on bad days God is good. I felt a small piece of ME come back. A small piece, but she was there. It was nice to see her.

Skin so Soft

My Brown skin is so

Soft

Warm

Smooth

Almost perfect

All that's missing

Is you caressing

And kissing it

Makin Love

Make love to me
Not just physically
Mind, and soul as well
Feels so good, can't you tell
When you stimulate me
From head to toe
Inside and out I like it so
Ohh baby you feel so good
When your all in my mind
Make love to me, one more time

Not Gone (Ronald S. Porter)

Here is my 2nd guest spot on my blog.  Love this poem!


You’re not gone yet?

We never shared a love

We don’t share a bed

But we traded a few secrets

Now you’re stuck in my head



I think you put a spell on me

That keeps you in my mind

All through the day

I have no reason why

But please just go away.



Opening up like I did

Is something I regret

Mistakes all correct in time

What, you’re not gone yet?

Sweat

I pull my hair off my neck put it in a french twist
sweat drips
unzip my dress, let it fall to the floor
Sweat drips,
slowly down my back.
Cool breeze from the oscillating fan
feels so good to me
as I sweat

I'm Done

I'm done
thinking
I'm done
dreaming
I am... finished
wishing
hoping
wanting
longing

for you

My Boo

Where you at boo?
Dang, where are you?
Don't you know I'm waiting on you
your probably not coming,
that's cool...
I will never give up wating
Love,
Your Boo

14

Her life is no longer her own
She got caught up acting grown
She must put her life to the side
hold on tight to her new pride.
A new life growing inside

Potty Mouth

I cuss a little
Sorry if it offends you
Sometimes words like crap and darn won't do
I'm a christian that's a fact
I'm Sure God thinks my word choice is wack
He knows I'm trying to free my mind
And really share what I feel inside
Sometimes crap and darn won't do
Sorry if it offends you

Twist

Can you help how you feel?
Seems like the real deal
But its to soon to know
Your true colors will show
When they do, I'll see the real you
Wonder if I will feel the same
This inferno of a flame
Burns so deep
It hurts
It feels so good
Never knew pain like this
With a twist

One Sided Love Affair

No matter what I do, I can't stop thinking of you
Do you think of me, where ever you be?
Do I cross your mind at any particular time?
Do you push me away or let me stay?
I know this is a one sided love affair
Sometimes I don't even care
Been alone for a long time
But in my mind we come alive
I'm not going to lie
Its hurts real bad
sometimes
This one sided love affair
Like you even care
You don't even know
I care for you so

Dark Cloud

A dark cloud lingers above me
Bringing along feelings of anger, rage, contempt
That cloud springs forth no joy
I just want it to go away!
The feelings I have I do not like
Want to be free, free from darkness,
free from pain
Free from that dark cloud you bring

Thoughts About my Thoughts

I appreciate the feedback I get online and in person. A few people have told me they cant read my blog, because they see my sadness. I am glad my feelings are getting across, however do not fret and feel bad for me. THIS is an outlet, just a way to attempt to let go and free somethings.  I'm telling yall a BESTSELLER is in the making!!!  Besides not everything on here is sad, Lot's of sassyness going on, LOL and other good stuff, so if it helps just by pass any random statements I may post and look for the poetry! Thanks

MVP

Helpless

I'm helplessly attracted to you.
You make my heart beat some kinda way..different.
Like a double, stutter, skip sorta thing,
That's the joy you bring
Hoping we run into each other
Secretly wishing I make your heart flutter
Your breathtaking smile
Lingers in my mind awhile
What trouble we could get into
I'm helplessly attracted to you

Outside Myself

I step outside of me
To see what I wish would be
I see you in front of me
Damn, so sexy!
I gently place my hands on your face
Pull you close my heart starts to race
Kiss your lips
So soft
So sweet
You pull me closer
Hold me tight
Arms around my waist
All is right
Inhale
Exhale
Now back to real life.