Slain

My mind hurts from the pain and strain of thinking bout you. I imagine us( as we) together forever and it hurts. I'm not talking about a good love pain. But a heart slain. I can no longer embrace this place "we" have come to. It is you I will no longer run to. But through it all I have grown stronger and wiser. I will see if you haven't destroyed the better half of me. I will search for my destiny and proceed with excellence; so step away save face, you are no longer welcome in this place. My head hurts from the pain,the strain of my heart which you have slain.

Survivor

I can accept it mentally, that the two of us will never be

But my emotions drive and simulate, for a split second I contemplate

How it would be inside your world; stand by you and be your girl.

I would dive  the depths of the sea

If it would mean you, being with me

no oxygen tank to help me breathe

Surviving on just a dream

I Need You

I need to see you everyday
I need you to smile, when I look your way
I need to get close to you on the sly
I need to look into your eyes

Your gentle touch I need it so much

I need you to be you, so I can be me
I need you just so I can breathe
I need to hear your comforting voice
I need you, I have no choice

The minute you start to fade away
My chest gets tight, I can't breathe
Can't you see what you do to me?
I get dizzy..and need to run
Can't you see what you have done?

I need you so bad it hurts
Real true pain
I want it to go away
But I need you to stay.

Husband

Can't wait to see my husband

He's been hard on my mind
Can't wait to taste his sweet lips

After he's tasted mine

There's gonna be some grinding
I’m a do it nice and slow
Take my baby places
He'd never thought I'd go

I’ll wear Victoria’s secret, and nothing more
Won't be long till the bra and panties hit the floor
or
He may want me to put on a show
Giving him a private dance
Turns him on.... I know


Lay him on his back, and go for a ride
can’t wait for him to come inside
..................................
Deep inside my mind

This attraction is incredible
My husband is so edible
Nibble nibble lick
All over his


My libido Is blazing hot
Can't wait to show him what I've got.
He’ll say my name, I'm a say his too
I'm not doing it all, he'll work me till I'm through

Can’t wait to see my husband
He’s been hard on my mind
Can’t wait for my husband
To hit it from behind

Never Be Me

I see the way he looks at her
She looks back just the same
The joy between the two of them
Brings me a lot of pain
I want so bad to be that girl
To make him laugh and smile
I long to hold him so tight if even for awhile
I want him to look at me the way he looks at her
I desire true reciprocated love
That will never cause me harm

I will never be that girl
Never in his world
Wish never felt like this
Waiting for the day
When this love pain goes away.

Free write Unplugged

Trying to free my mind yet still wishing it would collide with my body and soul
I'm standing up on top this world looking out
Wondering what's it all about
I'm trying to get away from it all,
Yet I struggle with the desire to be a part of it all
Wanting to climb higher as high as I can go
To a place where no one knows
But why?
Why is my desire to go higher
And farther away
Yet I want to stay?
My mind is a twister
Spinning out of control
Trying to hold on
But I am blowing away in this storm
Being torn down at every turn
No place to run
Where is my knight
To bring me to the light?
I don't need a hero
But it would be nice
Right?
Take me away to place I long to be
The place that will set me free
Before we go
Help me love this pace I know
When I return don't want to get burned by what was left behind
Help me dry my eyes
Help me succeed
Be who God needs me to be
I can only imagine that person is free
Free to walk the earth in her bare feet
Free to speak when her mind at any time
Free to climb
High

Run

A long stretch of road
Never ending pavement
Deserted, no one in site
I want to run
Don't look back
I want to run
I have no place to go
I'm stuck

My Heart

I see the sadness in your eyes
Although no tears you cry
At least not for me to see
Come, go away with me
Even if just for a while
Do what I can to help you smile
We can take a walk or just talk
No need to pour out your soul
If it helps I can just hold you
Not talking about a physical affair
Just a friend who's always there
To laugh, to hold and talk a while
Chances are I have walked that mile
I have put you in a special place
A place where I hope you stay
You been there from the start
I give you a piece of my heart.

Skyline

On top of the grassy hill
Where neighborhoods combine
We look out across the sky
City buildings so high
Milwaukee river near by
Thick heat and cool breeze surround us
Friends from all around
Live reggae sounds
Fill our ears
We dance away our fears
No worries here
For now
All is well
We chill...
Looking out
At the skyline
Children run and play
Rolling down hills
Parents smile
And reminisce
On times when they were kids
Good times
At Skyline

A Better Piece of Me

Now check it out, today was pretty great! Work was awesome for a couple reasons, the day went fast! I was feeling a little sick at one point but got over it. Then I went to Skyline music (it’s a free music concert outside overlooking the city.) They had an awesome reggae band and I got to see plenty of people, and the best part is I danced! Those of you, who have known me, know I love to shake my groove thang. I don’t do it anymore for reasons I don’t want to get into… but it felt real good. Good release from stress, emotional overloads etc. just great. Had a lot of laughs…Laughter, dancing, friends, and people. Even had time for a little sassyness….LOL today was really good. God is good. Even on bad days God is good. I felt a small piece of ME come back. A small piece, but she was there. It was nice to see her.

Skin so Soft

My Brown skin is so

Soft

Warm

Smooth

Almost perfect

All that's missing

Is you caressing

And kissing it

Makin Love

Make love to me
Not just physically
Mind, and soul as well
Feels so good, can't you tell
When you stimulate me
From head to toe
Inside and out I like it so
Ohh baby you feel so good
When your all in my mind
Make love to me, one more time

Not Gone (Ronald S. Porter)

Here is my 2nd guest spot on my blog.  Love this poem!


You’re not gone yet?

We never shared a love

We don’t share a bed

But we traded a few secrets

Now you’re stuck in my head



I think you put a spell on me

That keeps you in my mind

All through the day

I have no reason why

But please just go away.



Opening up like I did

Is something I regret

Mistakes all correct in time

What, you’re not gone yet?

Sweat

I pull my hair off my neck put it in a french twist
sweat drips
unzip my dress, let it fall to the floor
Sweat drips,
slowly down my back.
Cool breeze from the oscillating fan
feels so good to me
as I sweat

I'm Done

I'm done
thinking
I'm done
dreaming
I am... finished
wishing
hoping
wanting
longing

for you

My Boo

Where you at boo?
Dang, where are you?
Don't you know I'm waiting on you
your probably not coming,
that's cool...
I will never give up wating
Love,
Your Boo

14

Her life is no longer her own
She got caught up acting grown
She must put her life to the side
hold on tight to her new pride.
A new life growing inside

Potty Mouth

I cuss a little
Sorry if it offends you
Sometimes words like crap and darn won't do
I'm a christian that's a fact
I'm Sure God thinks my word choice is wack
He knows I'm trying to free my mind
And really share what I feel inside
Sometimes crap and darn won't do
Sorry if it offends you

Twist

Can you help how you feel?
Seems like the real deal
But its to soon to know
Your true colors will show
When they do, I'll see the real you
Wonder if I will feel the same
This inferno of a flame
Burns so deep
It hurts
It feels so good
Never knew pain like this
With a twist

One Sided Love Affair

No matter what I do, I can't stop thinking of you
Do you think of me, where ever you be?
Do I cross your mind at any particular time?
Do you push me away or let me stay?
I know this is a one sided love affair
Sometimes I don't even care
Been alone for a long time
But in my mind we come alive
I'm not going to lie
Its hurts real bad
sometimes
This one sided love affair
Like you even care
You don't even know
I care for you so

Dark Cloud

A dark cloud lingers above me
Bringing along feelings of anger, rage, contempt
That cloud springs forth no joy
I just want it to go away!
The feelings I have I do not like
Want to be free, free from darkness,
free from pain
Free from that dark cloud you bring

Thoughts About my Thoughts

I appreciate the feedback I get online and in person. A few people have told me they cant read my blog, because they see my sadness. I am glad my feelings are getting across, however do not fret and feel bad for me. THIS is an outlet, just a way to attempt to let go and free somethings.  I'm telling yall a BESTSELLER is in the making!!!  Besides not everything on here is sad, Lot's of sassyness going on, LOL and other good stuff, so if it helps just by pass any random statements I may post and look for the poetry! Thanks

MVP

Helpless

I'm helplessly attracted to you.
You make my heart beat some kinda way..different.
Like a double, stutter, skip sorta thing,
That's the joy you bring
Hoping we run into each other
Secretly wishing I make your heart flutter
Your breathtaking smile
Lingers in my mind awhile
What trouble we could get into
I'm helplessly attracted to you

Outside Myself

I step outside of me
To see what I wish would be
I see you in front of me
Damn, so sexy!
I gently place my hands on your face
Pull you close my heart starts to race
Kiss your lips
So soft
So sweet
You pull me closer
Hold me tight
Arms around my waist
All is right
Inhale
Exhale
Now back to real life.

Sassy

Ummmm, So sweet
Bring me to my feet
Shhhhhh, say no more
Let me close the door
Mmmmm, feels so good
Like I knew it would

Mornin'

Sunrise all up in my eyes
Didn’t I just close them?
Toss and turn
Squirm and wiggle
Didn’t sleep not even a little

Shhh

I just want to be heard

DON’T tell me what to do
DON’T say it will be okay

Just listen

Hold me

Hear me

Love me

4 lines

Thinking about something to write, before I turn in for the night
All that comes to mind is you; so fly, so fine, just doing what you do
Your smile warms my soul; your kindness fills my heart, keep on.
You, being you completes me; even if it’s just in my fantasy

Thoughts

The past few weeks have been pretty rough for me, life struggles I guess got the best of me. I feel sometimes I am not as strong as I should be or as strong as people think I am. Most days I hold back many tears, and some days I can’t hold them back at all. Now I know my blessings and I know God has a plan, it is not for me to know what that is just yet, but I will know. I struggle sometimes about what to post on here, don’t want to get to personal yet I want to express what’s inside of me. I have this inside joke with myself that I’m writing a best seller…my life, is going t be my book. My struggles will help another person, give faith and hope to those who may have felt they didn’t have it. (My Best Seller.) Today was pretty good for the most part probably the best day I had next to last Monday when I spent the day with day camp! I did some things around the house I have been to “tired” to do. Not as much As I would like, but more than before. I lost my drive bout a hour ago I don’t know what happened, it’s sad. But I will just focus on what went well, and that was most of the day. So until next time, it is what it is..God will make it better.


MVP

MVP

May not be the best on the team
But I guarantee I’m the MVP
I will be there to see you through
Tell you nothing but TRUTH
will not judge
but I will listen
Give you a nudge
Watch you glisten
TRUE friends are hard to find
I’ll be yours if you’ll be mine
MVP = you and me!

Hot concrete

Bare feet on hot concrete
Where my souls meet the earth
Sometimes it hurts
I walk on
Sometimes its smooth
Stop feel the groove
Bare feet on hot concrete
Feels so good to me

The Storm

The Storm

The storm is comforting as
the wind blows
and loud thunder cracks.
Lightning strikes
Rain crashes against the house
Windows shake
Tree branches sway and
Birds
Birds are silent
I have no fear when a storm is near
I look forward to sound sleep
Rest, good dreams



I began to think

Where is my peace when the storms of my life approach? Why is it hard to snuggle in and enjoy them? Knowing everything will work out in perfect time, His time. I KNOW and BELIEVE this to be true, but my actions say something different. Why can I not line up my actions with what I know? Sometimes I think maybe I really don’t believe, maybe I don’t really have faith. Maybe all those thoughts are from Satan. (I don’t think his name deserves to be capitalized) I believe so! He always is trying to keep people down. I almost made it through this day without crying..in fact I am sure had my babies not been waking me up I would still be sleep and would have not fell into sadness, (and really it didn’t last very long) so maybe I had to write this and it will help somehow.

Stay

Why do you stay in
a unhappy place?
Just to save face,
Or for the kids sake



She don't treat you right,
He stays out all night
Happiness you need
This can't be right



Your hearts desire
Requires you
To be happy



Respected not rejected
Valued, needed
and aappreciated



your worth more


Why stay
what does your heart say?

You deserve happiness
Settle for nothing less

Thoughts

I wonder if I put all my thoughts out on this here blog, and told some shit like it was, what would happen/ would i feel release? would it make me feel ant better to have pt my business in the streets? I don't know. sometimes I feel like I don't have anyone to really talk to. I do have a support system but I really sometimes need to express things that I can't express. I don't even know why I am writing this wack vague post right now, just something to do I guess before I go home. something is physically and maybe mentally wrong with me. Now I'm not crazy or nothing and I am not going to go postal, so don't worry! but I know myself, I know when something is not quite right. I know I have people here to support me and most of all God, all that is not helping right now, this minute. It will pass it always does, the sadness. I justt wonder when it will pass and not return, (I mean besides when I am in heaven with my Father) or at least have a some time in between visits. I am not expecting sympathy or anything, I guess I just need to vent. about nothing and everything, I have said all this, but what have I really said. I'm sad and something is not right with me.

Untitled

I stay in my fantasy because my reality deceives me


Telling me things I can’t be, while making me believe

That I can achieve all things; everything is obtainable, within reach

Yet as I step up and reach for my dreams, the latter is kicked from beneath

I fall, look up for an extended hand reaching down to help me to my feet

All that is there is my fantasy, my reality has left me.

All those dreams and promises made, fade away.

So I have a choice

Do I stay laid out with this ladder by my side and tears in my eyes?

Waiting on the reality that will never be

Or do I turn to my fantasy the only thing that’s never lied to me

Checking You Out

I see you across the room
Try to be sly as I look at you

I'm really digging your white shirt and tie
why must you be so fly?

Your milk chocolate skin so smooth,
Nicely shaven

Something about those
Glasses on your face
make my heart race

so sexy, so smart

I Try to look away,

I bite my bottom lip
knowing I better quit
staring at you.

Why do you make me feel the way I do

Thoughts of the day

Well today was a good day! I felt great about myself, I was looking fly, feeling fly, got a lot of complements. You know as Women we have to look good, and we have to make ourselves feel good.  Not for anyone but US! I get a little irritated when people say "ohhh girl you look good...Who you trying to look good for?" My damn self that's who!! Must it always be about another person?  (Always is a over generalization)... but I go through phases where I wont give a crap what I wear...how I look, and usually it's at points in my life when shit sucks!! so I wont care...Well you know what? parts of life right now really do suck!! and other parts are fantastic!! so I'm not going to let the crap override the fantastic(ness), I will no longer allow situations or people to change ME!! I CAN'T allow it anymore. I am a strong independent Black (Half) Women. and I will keep on, keeping on, and look fly in the process!
To blessed for that mess.

Dance Lesson

Come on, don't be shy
Promise I won't bite

Won't even hold you tight
Give it a try

Dance with me
I will show you

how

to do it right

We're going to have fun
Won't take all night

Ditch your two left feet
Come get with me

I can show u how to move
How to get your groove

Or

You can take the lead

you can
move me
Groove me

Spin me around
Just don't let
Me fall down

Exhale

I can feel his embrace
I've never touched him

I can taste his lips
I've never kissed him

I can smell his scent
He's never been that close

I see him from a distance
Just loving his existence
Close my eyes and visions

The sweet taste of his lips
The strength of his embrace

I inhale
Slowly Exhale

This is my place

Please

Its been a long time since she

pleased a man
Teased a man

Made him feel
Real good
Like only she could

She craves
She hungers

For a taste
Of his

Flesh

Dark
Wet
With
sweat

Pressed
Against
Her breast

Just a bite
Is all she'd like

A little taste

A nibble

A lick

Better get in the shower
Real quick!

Barefoot

Warm sand

Pressing against the souls of her feet

Sinking into the soft earth

She lets her feet marinate for a while

Digging them deeper, until they are covered

She wiggles her toes and giggles

She loves how it feels

Closer to water now

Colder wet sand

She stands

the cool current splashes her feet

Washing the sand away

She walks barefoot

The sky is bright

Clouds are full and snow white

Gaze upon me, my love

Look into my eyes

What do you see?

My soul is white

Like the clouds above

Full of passion

Full of love

Take me away from this place

Wrap me with your embrace

Warm me

Like the sun warms the earth

Fill me,

With you

I have anticipated this day

When you arrive

Don’t look away

Let me look in your eyes

I see you are afraid

There is no need

I’m here my love

I am your everything

Come let’s go

Lets be free

Quicksand

Slowly descending It pulls and tugs
As you squirm and wiggle

You claw at the ground
Trying to escape and
Struggle for survival

This grip is tight
Not letting go
You want to get away

This can’t be right
It this love here to stay?

MISSING

My heart is missing, have you seen it?

I have looked every place!

Oh, there it is

Whew…..

Wait a minute,

How did he get it?

Doesn’t even know he has it

Neither did I

Love, Taken

Her love has been taken, so many times
She longs to give it away
To someone she feels deserving
Of all the love she brings

The thief does not understand
That
When
love
is
Taken

It Is Not His

It is not her genuine love
Each time she is robbed
There is less
Although she longs to give it away
She fears it’s much too late

WOW

What a day, that's about all I have to say. Okay one more thing, I feel I am on a path to healing.
Amen!

My Babies

My babies bring me Joy


They make me smile

They make everything worthwhile

Even when they fight and shout

And think I don't know what I'm

Talking about


They will always be my babies

A Piece of me

A piece of me


Ever since I was little, since I could even remember; I have been very emotional. I would cry over everything. That has been something that has never gone away, and I have hated myself for being that way, since then. To this day I cry way too much (in my opinion) I wish I didn’t have such a raw emotion. I guess God made me this way, but until I know why or see a reason for it I don’t think I can ever accept it. Another thing about me is I have always hated to disappoint people, I wouldn’t say I am a people pleaser, but if someone I care about is mad or disappointed in me I feel like crap. I even hate to disappoint myself and really beat myself up over it. I feel real stupid or something. Wondering why I have done whatever it is I did. I guess I feel like a looser. Again this emotion is taken to the extreme. Most important than ever is disappointing God, now I got saved when I was 12 or something my parents raised me up to fear the Lord, save yourself to you get married (FAIL) you know good moral stuff. I been in and out of this world so many times. I feel like a big disappointment to God. I know all about forgiveness 7x 77 times a day he will forgive you,(something like that) now I don’t think I have that many sins.. :) I kind of feel like the stuff I been through it’s my fault anyway cause I wasn’t doing right, like it is my punishment. I feel it’s what I get, so I have to take it. I am sure another extreme emotion. My point with this writing is my emotions always seem to be too far fetched, I have always thought something was wrong with me emotionally. I don’t know what it is and although I am together for the most part, there is THIS piece of me. I wish wasn’t.

* and you know what other emotion is extreme Love! cause when I love, I love hard and I love real, I mean I could be the ride or die chick, have your back down for what ever type love. (not  a crazy do stupid stuff type love)  once something has been done to counter act that kind of love, and I have given ALL my love, forget about it like a scar it will never be the same.

Thoughts of the day

Today, was a good day, I take that back it was great! I went early this morning and spent some time at the lake on the beach just me, and God.  I walked along barefoot (writing my name in the sand with my feet) enjoying the peace and quite of the waves. A lot of times I go  to the lake to cry out to God for whatever is bothering me, today I said to Him...I am not here to cry; you will work it out.
I am here just to be and Enjoy what you have created. it was nice, (even tho my x husband called me and cussed at me and I almost had to snap on him) but that did not ruin me! I wrote another poem... a little sassy but it's cool! ;)  Work was good, had a good conversation about encouragement.  I feel good right now all smiles...don't feel that to often. I suppose I will go do my homework and probably write a poem or two.

Truth or Dare

Truth is, he has my mind twisted
Thinking of things I wish I didn't

Who am I fooling?

Them thoughts are nice
Got me feeling just right

hope I'm not blushing
feel my blood rushing
Every time he is near

Truth is
its a sensual appeal
They way he makes me feel
Just longing for his touch
I won't ask for much

But

Dare me

Dare me baby and see,
What I'll let you do to me

Dare me
To hold you close
Kiss you were you like it most

Dare me
To just rub your back
Help you chill and relax

Truth or Dare
I'm not scared

Home

She has a house, its not a home
Feels nothing like a comfort zone
A place to sleep away from the elements
She hates going there,but that's irrelevant
She does what she can,she's making a plan
To find herself a home
Looking for her comfort zone

Distant Connection

He writes during the day
and She at night
Different parts of the earth at different times
It's perfection how their stories collide
you would think they write side by side
Never have they met face to face
This has no effect on what they create
Their minds somehow combine
This distant connection
Is pure perfection

Waiting for her Love

Everyday at same place and same time she waits
He is coming, she knows
She does not know when
She waits
With Patience like a saint
Standing on the cool sand
Looking out into the ocean
She focuses on the sound the water makes as it beats against rocks
the wind blows strong at times; she knows he's coming
she never gets anxious or frustrated
patiently she waits
The same time every day, she goes to wait for her love
She does not imagine what it will be like, for when he arrives it will be just right
In the warm sand looking out into the ocean
She waits
Day after day
season after season
She waits
Without treason
She does not question when
She knows he is on his way
She waits
Patiently
Embracing her surroundings.

He came just before night
he softy grabed her from behind
Kissed her neck
She snuggled into his arms
He arrived just in time

Sunshine ( By: Antonio Johnson)

My first guest spot on my blog. enjoy this poem written by a good friend, if we encourage and motivate one another and come up with this, we can't fail. :)

Everyone loves the sunshine
Especially after the rain
It takes away the wetness
It takes away the pain
It brings us light in morning
A delight before the moon
Without its eternal presence
All is just dark and gloom
Growth comes because of it
Without it there's no life
 It can heat the coldest day
When its in our presence
All fears go away
This is why everybody loves the
sunshine
Where is your light?

Wind

On top of the city on a warm summer day
the Wind blows
across my face
it flows
with a gentle force,
causing me to stumble
I plant my feet firmly
raise my head to the sky
embracing the wind
allowing it to flow
head to toe
it is then
I feel God is
holding me
"I am here"
He whispers,
through the wind

I Can't Stop

       I told  myself yesterday, that I was going to take a break from writing poetry, and just write my thoughts. but whatever with that! I woke up early with verses in my mind, I can't stop! So I wont. If I feel the need to write a poem, I will. I do however like the fact of getting my thoughts out on this here blog, so I will continue to do just that.
       My ultimate goal is to someday be a published author, maybe not of poetry, but I would like to write a novel, a book that can change a persons life or put things into perspective. I want it to have meaning, not just for me but  for some one else. I am taking a creative writing class this summer; I can't express how excited I am about that! I hope to learn so much and get my creativity, rockin!
It's a three day week end.
I am going to make the best of it!  

Crush

It’s nice to have those
Butterflies

When she looks into his
Eyes

She hopes he doesn’t get to
Close

Yes she does, she likes that
Most!

He does not know she feels this
Way

He’s taken, so that’s how it will
Stay

She would never cross the boundary
Line

But she can’t get him out of her
Mind

It’s just a little crush

Until the feelings fade away

She hopes to look into his eyes

Today!

Bed time

I always get on Face Book before bed time, get some laughter in my brain, even if my day seemed crappy I try not to go to sleep mad or sad. I like to sleep, and it's there, in my dreams that I feel free. Free to be. so I don't know if I am more happy to sleep because I had a laugh or two, or because it my escape from my pain. non the less..I feel good now, and I am about to go to sleep!
 My pain is not the greatest pain, but it's still hurts. I know people have worse, I know I am blessed and have a million things to be grateful for and I am. I try to take nothing for granted.  In time it will be they way it is supposed to be, all things in His time, not mine.
GN

Thoughts

I took the kids to see The Karate Kid yesterday. It was a good movie by the way. I can’t wait to see it again. As I was sitting there I kept having thoughts during specific parts of the movie and for some reason I felt compelled to write them down. I have been writing this poetry lately and it’s cool I like to do that for the most part, however I don’t feel it is being a helpful as I would like it to be. I write some for fun some for therapy to help me release whatever it is I am feeling. So I guess I may start to keep a list of my thoughts and see what happens, while I have focused on poetry thus far, I am going to change course for awhile and see what happens. I may get into telling my personal business but I may not but I’m kind of tired right now, I miss the old happy energetic me! And although you all (8 of you) may not realize it, but that person I used to be is really fading away, I can put of a good front but that is no longer good enough for me. I need the old me back; I feel the first step is to possibly just write. So let’s see how it goes. Same rules apply comment as you wish; I respect you as you do me.




Random thoughts



1. Getting far away from all that I know, and starting fresh would be awesome!!

a. Running never changes things

b. It would still be cool

c. I would teach my kids Karate first

2. Young love is so pure an innocent, nothing like this grown up shit we get ourselves into

a. Young love grows up

b. It is fun while it lasts

3. I should have stayed in Karate because I could probably really kick some ass!

4. God heals all your pain!

a. I am still hurting



5. I am crying when he cries

a. My tears are for me

6. Bullies need they ass whooped!!

a. They really probably need some love

7. It feels SO good to laugh

a. Too bad it won’t last

b. But it still feel SO good!

8. Jackie Chan is a beast!

a. Like I didn’t already know that!

9. Little Smith is too small for this part

a. Aww I know it’s not real, but still!!

10. I REALLY have to pee!

11. I need to be like still waters!


12. Why am I the only one laughing at this line?


13. This time I cried for them


14. Dre is about to kick some ass!


15. That China girl sure can dance!

a. Kind of

16. All children need a good teacher!


17. Adults can learn from children if they just shut up and listen sometime


18. I REALLY have to pee!

strawberry

Taste that, aint it sweet?
Put a little sugar on my
strawberry
Let it marinate
Enhance the flavor
Don't eat it all now
Save some for later.
Don't forget to add
the whipped cream
Thick and creamy
u know what I mean

Umm Strawberry!

untitled

U say u don't know what to do/ plenty peer pressure surrounding you/ tell u what young,/ u got to live above this world today /peeps gone drag u the wrong way/ u have to look deep inside/there you'll find passion and drive/ fight for ur right to stay alive/go the other way and keep living right. /This world ain't easy you already know/ only you control witch way you go
Unfinished...perhaps you can heLp me complete?

Heat

To hot to sleep
Pen to paper
See what comes
Out of me

Lots on my mind
All unorganized
Feeling lost
About what's inside

This poem is about me
Feeling things I never
thought Would be
Anger and rage

Wish it would go away.

I want to let it go
cause God says so
It hard you see
Anger is in me

started as a irritating flame
Some what easy to tame
It was only put to rest
Sure I failed this test

Like a smoldering coal
Waiting for the wind
It comes back to life
Only to plague my life

Sometimes I don't care
Tired of being angry
I look elsewhere
For
What
I
don't
Know
Wish
This
Anger
Would
Go

Words

Words on the screen
What do they mean?

Her only escape
her chance to be free
she Can't wait to see..
those words on the screen.

Gitty inside,like a young girl
smiling big enjoying her world
not a lot, just a little some
those words are a lot of fun.

When did it change
from just being words
to meaning something

Going over them
again
and
again
she keeps smiling
almost to no end

Rain

Some place between sleep and pain
She is awakened by the sound of rain
gently embracing her sleepy state
for once it’s okay to be awake
closing her eyes she lets the rain in
she imagines it falling on her skin
at first it trickles then it pours
the warm fresh rain she adores
then a cool breeze takes place
blows slowly upon her wet face
she smiles, it feel so great.
Someplace between sleep and pain
She is awaken by the sound of rain

Fantasy

Walking down the street I feel my legs rub together

this tingling sensation gives me great pleasure

especially when I’m thinking about you

and all the wonderful things we could do


This fantasy clouds reality; if only you could be

inside my dream with me, take place in my mind

as we intertwine with passion, lust and ecstasy

come on baby; take your place right next to me


Head on my pillow about to rest, dreaming of what’s next

I see you in my mind, I start with a slow, slow, grind

me on top of you, don’t stop or press rewind, hold me tight

and look into my eyes, relax, enjoy the ride

Love, like Fire

warm
Inviting
Beautiful
Comforting
Love is like Fire

Passion

In the midst of life

Babies crying
Children fighting
Bill are due

He turns to her
Deep Into her eyes
he looks,
“Baby I love you”

Passion arose on their lips

Homework to do
Records to make
House to clean

In the midst of life

She smiles
Feeling warm inside
Until next time
He requires no reply
He sees it in her eyes

In the midst of life

Dancing

Never felt like this before
Moving on the dance floor
I’m feeling this sensation
Grooving to the vibrations
Got this tingle in my core

As we grind to the beat
Something comes alive in me
We move to a slow groove
I’m Lost in his embrace
his scent makes my heart race

I’ve danced before
I’ve sexed too
But this feeling
This feeling
is something new

Thoughts

This is not a poem just thoughts from my mind

I haven't written in quite some time. Life just takes over

causing me to stall..when in reality I should be writing through it all.

sometimes I'm just stuck and don't know what to say

a couple of folks said I should still write everyday

things are going on things you can’t see

I can’t even write about what’s inside of me.

I just took this time to drop you a line

I'll be back in the groove

just wait and see

but for now

I have to

take care of

me.

15 Minutes of Flame

Simmering

In the pit

Of her stomach

Rage erupts.

Volcano like

Rage;

through her

Stomach

To the top

Of her head

Fire

Emerges.

Her body

Shakes

and

Trembles

as

Anger

Is leashed.

The flame

Simmers

 put

To rest

With

alcohol

February

Swaddled in a blanket

of white

matters not
if its day
or night

A

Still
Calm
Chill

Embraces
The city

Spark

My desire
My fire

Was ignited
by you.

A spark

Turned to Flame
I will never be the same

I am burned.

Yet I long
And I yearn

For that fire
That desire

Facebook | Victoria Lee

Facebook Victoria Lee: Sex

"It ain’t love girl, it’s just sex/when he’s done with you, on to the next/ save yourself for someone who’s true/ your supposed to be a woman of virtue/ close your legs stop giving yourself away/ don’t take that wrong, I ain’t saying make him pay/let him make love to your mind/ through conversation and intellectual times/ read a book talk about the plot/ see what type of brain he’s got/ not the kind he's trying to get from you/ damn girl to your own self be true/ it ain’t love girl it’s just sex.

In progress"

Facebook | Vikki Gettinmyish Porter: Oohh La La

Oohh La La:


Her walls, an experience like none before
One trip inside and you long for more
You want out as bad as you wanted in
You want to stop as soon as you begin
Ecstasy unparallel it blows your mind
Keeps you coming back time after time
It’s far worse than that shit called crack
And like an addict you keep going back
You never felt something so silky smooth
With perfect ridges and awesome grooves
Each time you enter she takes control
She likes it like that…oh, you know
lay back ….relax…..
Come inside.."

Facebook | Your Notes

Sun kiss

The sun beaming on my face
a kiss from Heaven
Sitting under the big shade tree
The sun slipped in and kissed me
Sitting under that big shade tree
My cheek felt warm and all aglow
I thought to myself
It’s God you know
With me under this big shade tree

Facebook | Your Notes

Love?


Her palms are sweaty
heart skips a beat
butterflies in her belly
nerves
he will be here soon
the house is in order
dinnner is done
what will he think?
hope he likes it.
nerves
butterflies
skipping heart
sweaty
He makes her feel this way
is it love?
lust?
infatuation?
butterflies
nerves
sweat
skipping heart
He walks in
she looks up
he clinches his fists
it's never good enough

Facebook | Your Notes

I'm shining


This star is shining bright
in front of you.
But you can't see me?
I'm so bright
your not blind
you don't see me?
I am a star
I don't shine just for me
I shine for all to see
I shine for you and all we do
I'm shining
just look and see
before you miss me!"

Facebook | Your Notes

Eye Candy 2

He looked up felt her peeking
Sure enough she was creeping
He looked at her a bold as can be
Licking his lips so she could see
he really wanted that eye candy!
She looked up and smiled real shy
then she walked right on by
Damn to bad she will only be
a good lookin piece of eye candy!"

Facebook | Your Notes

Eye Candy

I looked at him
he did not see
what I saw..
A piece of eye candy!
I licked my lips on the sly
would love to give that candy a try
he sure looked sweet
too bad for me
he must remain
sweet eye candy!

Facebook | Your Notes

Today

Today I saw somthing
I heard it too
Ifelt it in my soul
It was something new
changes
been there all along?
perhaps I just acknowleged
what's been going on
today is not the same as yesterday
or is it?"

Facebook | Your Notes

Word


Word to the mother who is home after school
Word to the Mother who breaks all the rules
Word to the Mother that works 3 jobs
Word to the Mother the serves her God
Word to the Mother strung on crack
Word to the mother that lies on her back
Word to the mother who is single as can be
Word to the Mother you have never seen
Word to the Mother 500 miles away
Word to the Mother you wish would stay away
Word to the mother who never shows love
Word to the Mother who is peaceful as a dove
Word to the Mother who pretends it’s alright
Word to the Mother who cries alone at night
Word to the mother whose man has her back
Word to the Mother who picks up his slack
Word to the Mother who stays for the kids
Word to the Mother who leaves for her kids
Word to the Mother who went back to school
Word to the Mother who ‘knows’ she’s cool
Word to the Mother that puts them first
Word to the Mother who has anger inside
Word to the Mother who wishes she died
Word to the Mother who didn’t ask for this shit
Word to the Mother who stands up to it
Word to the Mother who is only 13
Word to the Mother and all her strife
Word to your Mother She gave you life"

Facebook | Your Notes

Tears

She sighs
She cries

The pain flows from her eyes

She hides
She smiles

God see’s her all the while

She sighs
She cries

The pain is real
The pain is raw

He see’s her pain
He feels her pain

It will end
It will.

Still she cries
Waiting.

She laughs
She‘s Cool

She tries

She sighs
She cries"

One

He touched me
I shivered
He kissed me
I quivered
his scent aroused me
embraced my mind
intertwined
we lay

Seven

My heart is broken
not shattered
it longs
forever
longing
my heart is broken
not shattered

Ink

I have pen and paper
Shall I write for you?
Shall I write about you?
Your soul speaks
it's all I hear.
A soft whisper

Pain, hurt, sorrow
hope for a better tomorrow
it's coming
it's on the way
I'll write about that day.

Free

Hey Girl I love your smile
haven't seen it that genuine in a while
tell me what did you do?
Is it because of you know who?
did he step up his game
and start acting right
she replied
"hell naw, I left his ass for good last night."

Tounge

I asked for gum
he gave me his
it was our one and only kiss.